It's like your soul just found the calm
I loathe certain thoughts that trickle
Into my mind every so often
But I embrace those thoughts
Logically, and thus they melt away
I smile and rejoice
I know what once was would be
Is no more
Singing in the rain
And laughing while I gain
This extraordinary hope and mellow feeling
Headaches disperse and anxiety is un-heard of
It's a new dawn, and I'm a morning person
It happens so rapidly you barely catch on
But, as long as those bad thoughts are gone
Its smooth sailing.
Im feelin gnarlier then ever
My soul is shining silver
Im flying above this mess,
My friends help me soar higher
Fuck dope and alcohol
They never solved anything at all
Im just soarin above this mess
I dont have any reason to stress
Its all going to be my past soon enough.
This fucking feeling tears at my structure
I can't get over the tingling sensation
It feels like I'm going crazy sometimes
I feel like it's a dream sometimes
But, it's life and I have to knock out
these fucking panic attacks
I will just toss those things like jacks
Keepin' it positive was my knack
I just have to bring my old self back
I fear death, but death happens to all
I have to enjoy life, and fuck anxiety
There is no point to worry all the time
It's a lame life to live, if you can't live life.
I'm searching for this hope
I'm looking for this cure
I have to find a way out of this mindset
I'm striving for the positive
In my negative mind
I'm POSITIVE!
I know I will pull through
It's something I have to do
At the beginning of each day
I'm POSITIVE
At the end of each evening
I'm POSITIVE
I'm letting go of these horrid thoughts
I'm POSITIVE
It's like your soul just found the calm
I loathe certain thoughts that trickle
Into my mind every so often
But I embrace those thoughts
Logically, and thus they melt away
I smile and rejoice
I know what once was would be
Is no more
Singing in the rain
And laughing while I gain
This extraordinary hope and mellow feeling
Headaches disperse and anxiety is un-heard of
It's a new dawn, and I'm a morning person
It happens so rapidly you barely catch on
But, as long as those bad thoughts are gone
Its smooth sailing.
Im feelin gnarlier then ever
My soul is shining silver
Im flying above this mess,
My friends help me soar higher
Fuck dope and alcohol
They never solved anything at all
Im just soarin above this mess
I dont have any reason to stress
Its all going to be my past soon enough.
Current Residence: Arizona Favourite genre of music: Jazz, Soul, Classical, Fast, Personal Quote: I don't have one quote to sum up my goal in life or view of it.
Like time no uploads, Alas I got a drawing tablet for my computer. w00t,
Check out my scarps, thats where most of my stuff will go for now till I get this digital art under my belt.
Whats up dudes, so like how is it going ?
Yeah, I can tell. I need to grab this art business, except like I don't have a scanner. It's just kind of lame.
hmm, how do I get my paintings up here anyway?
I've decided I'm going to move to the UK, or Perhaps Ireland. Once upon arriving I will nestle down, find a job, and paint portraits and landscapes for the rest of my life.